hello

2010-03-12T04:31:00.000-08:00

LSC is over! Sad, next year will be stuck at OBS for 5 days. Shit lor dont know whether i will die there or what haha!
What if i die there? Will someone carry me back and bury me or will they feed me to the animals? Eek... Sickening!

Drama during LSC was te coolest i bet ohhohoho, i feel so stupid but ya, 201 founded(wait is there such a word?) new talents ya!! Was so freaking nervous and revising my retarded actions over and over again haha! This yr was much better than last year's talentime man! Recalling back, aiyoh it was so screwed haha...

Yeayyy! We won the most creative activity hehheh for amazing race. It was so wonderful and some blurs went to the wrong class then my station was absolutely JAMMED haha!

Whoo, sleeping was much cool! haha! Talking sick stuff about some er hem fermented and smelly MSG with letitia and how man can contain a woman nature inside. Oh my so offensive. Shhhh... Sleeping under the stars was eek disgusting man, aiyoyoyoyo, just got so sweaty and tired after night trail and still have to sleep in the windless area that's so warm like you know that kinda kang4 in china during winter times?

Hais, 201, is falling apart, any suggestions how we can mend it? Polar bears!!
Right,
the gurl looking forward to GRACES NOT OBS!
Ali baba.......

Tissue paper!!!!

2010-02-26T20:09:00.000-08:00

Huayi's over *SAD* Well, seriously i'm just too pesimisstic and things always turn out different from what i've expected hais... I think this is really meaningful, like although you had to stay up late every night, but i think YQP is much more bonded! We are more "together" and yes, finally i get to like really see the true nature of my jc1 seniors(: Oh yes, talking about money, i earned it, don't try snatching it away or you got to pay me $117.50 back! Actually t's kinda small amt like oh gosh, but it's still better than nth right?
Darn it, caught the yuka-virus. irritating man! Sore throat and flu... Kays, still have TKAM play later, it's freaking annoying!!!! Pooh! i'm going down to get lunch... BB!

2010-02-19T03:23:00.000-08:00

ga! Hello the fellow world of amazing retards hahaha!! Didn't know i will meet you here today hoho isn't that great? HUH WONDERING IN THE MIDST OF I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HECK AND STRUGGLING WITH OM, PERFORMANCE, BIO SPA, BIO SIA WHICH I HAVEN EVEN STARTED, BIO QUIZ ON THAT ER HEM CHAPTER ALL STUFFED TOGETHER NXT WEEK!!!!!
Oh the teachers said that next year we will not make anything clash ya like real!! I am like a zombie everyday so annoying! This is freaking me out and OM fine it's fun but you won't know those bitter taste until you personally experienced it!

2010-02-17T05:42:00.000-08:00

It's like WOW so late already and i am freaking out at how much things i am laggged behind by aww...
Next week is my performance aha i haven memorize a single bit of my pu (go and die lah hongying) ok my poor little handphone died on Chinese New Year 2010 until excess heart attack so sad lor... but actuallly... never mind la everything have to die anyway. C'mon let's do a case study
Cause: too many buttons spoilt
Murderer: Me.
Okok, wow, i killed you and of course i need go to the sony court haha. Then i was given a RANDOM LOUSY HANDPHONE THAT MY DAD RECEIVED BILIONS OF YRS AGO DURING A LUCKY DRAW AND DOESN'T EVEN COME WITH A EARPHONE!!!
So, audience please pity pity me ok i very poor thing i need new phone! I lost all my contacts wth!!
Ok, i'm actually bloogging at this time of the day. Stupid stupid moi
aiya HONGYING GO TO SLLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exercise your face muscles!!

2010-02-05T03:57:00.000-08:00

Well, put your fingers on your face and pull! Then, you will understand the true wonders of smiliing! Yeah!
LOL, ok ok i'm really really pissed offf at the rate i am going on with my big medium small stuffs. Ohh i am losing behind, i lost my very very good hyperness and creativity! Aw... This is absolutely annoying):
Bye!

those meaningless quotes...

2010-01-29T03:28:00.000-08:00

人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺...
Well sometimes we should really learn to treasure the people around us, as in the moment they leave you of course you will feel regrets for not spending times with them when they were still beside you!
I miss you! I cry every night for you! Every morning when i open my eyes i really hope that you would be there with me, talk to me... As if you were still so close to me, i really miss you!
Everyone is coming and leaving and i can't just go on like this being such silly person trying to let everything pass with pain and sorrow. Well maybe i should really think about it, maybe maybe i made too many wrong conceptions towards the wrold i am born into! Or maybe i am accidentally born here for no good reason with a really caring mum and dad. At least i get to have a looking cmplete yet cracking family.
(1) Maybe sometimes, we should really learn to accept everything going on around us. No one can be with you forever and no one can stand beside you whenever you need them! Maybe i should really just start to be independent...
(2) Sometimes, memories just seem to be carved into you that if you try to forget, you never will! I... I don't know what to say, i don't know! Sometimes i remember her and sometimes i don't... No no... This is driving me nuts
(3) I thought about this for one whole day! Like oh hell... I should seriously flee from my own cliques and try working with others even though they are the worst. I feel left out... I feel alone i need someone not that sick to hug me tight and comfort me. I need a friends that smiles and not one that criticises you and not one that is selfish and leave you alone. Maybe it's my own problem! I will try to change okay?

I am getting real real busy...
Mon
Morning: CCA
Lunch: CCA and OM
After school: Free?? No!!! ERhu

Tue
Morning: CCA and OM
Recess and lunch: CCA And OM probably or meeting and stuff
After School: CCA

Wed
Morning: CCA and OM
Lunch: CCA and OM
After School: 3rd Language

Thur
MOrning: CCA and OM
Recess and lunch: CCA and OM probably and meeting and stuff
After School: CCA

Fri
Morning: CCA
Recess and lunch: As usual Om or maybe FREE?
After school: Om and tuition

Sat
Morning: CCA
Afternoon: OM
Late afternoon: Performance rehearsal

Sun
Whole day: Performance rehearsal

I don't like...

smashed...

2010-01-08T05:08:00.000-08:00

Good evening ladies and gentlemen, gays and les-es...
I think i should really get myself some rest, this is driving me bonkers, and i think i will not be able to survive for sec 2. And i really do hate sony ericson phones that they are all so damn laggy.
Can someone tell me, am I really a failure? Or am I just a normal lost soul gropping through all directions desperately searching for darkness?
Nonono, maybe i am just sleepy, i have cca tmrw, i don't like it...
BUT WAIT! I SHOULD SERIOUSLY CHEER UP! TMRW I'M GETTING MY YANGQIN! SORROW PAINS SORROW PAINS ALL GONE TOWARDS THE WINDOW PANES!
YEAH! 3 CHEERS FOR ME BEING THE MONITRESS(:
HONGYING SAYS SHE LOVE ME!
<3 me to me, the craziest, the splited character-ed and the BESTEST!

I'm on a...

2010-01-02T18:22:00.001-08:00

Hello world! I'm finally touching my laptop first time ever since i came back from china. It's awkward how china just somehow banned blogging(crap)
I am officially announcing that well, miracles do appear! Hopefully i will be able to manage all my holiday homeworks on the last day of this terrible holiday...
I need a yangqin!
I seriously need a yangqin!
I urgently need a yangqin!
I officially need a yangqin!
I terribly need a yangqin!
I really need a yangqin!
I just need a yangqin before i am driven mad!
Gosh gosh my poorpoor me...
Can someone cheer me up and tell me that there isn't cca tmrw or aiya anytime next week? This is amazing how frequent we are practising at, one day i will prove to faint due to over exhaustion!
Damn, i have to go downstairs and buy RICE!
Sickening idiot....
RICE! Why do humans have to eat rice in the first place, if we don't and just be satisfied with everything we have, farmers won't have to sweat soso much just to produce rice!
Damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM REALLY GONNA FREAK OUT BABE!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

Ok, amazing huh? That was just like one of the many crazy or indeed scary images thaat we saw. No, i mean they saw? Yep, went to night safari... And we were taking the train of horrors which somehow leads to this place the gate to netherlands. Ah, i didn't see anything alright! I was like the er hem children so i just get to pay $18? And grace, svena, jiahui, and fangni were like feeling its kinda unfair. Haha! Sat in the middle of the tram in the second seat, the place where most ghosts attack? Yep! I just pratically shut my poor eyes, and when i heard grace scream, i peep open to see this shadow stretching out its hand and reaching out for me, so easy and simple... i screamed :D Ah, after the tram ride i didn't really wanna go on with the walking O.O It is definitely scary. They follows you around ok? Or maybe just pop out all of a sudden! PS: Amazingly i survived *Applause Applause! Haha LOL! I was kinda timid and usually the centre attraction of ghosts(: Hehheh, so cool. Made up my mind! If i become the BOM next year, because i wanted to, i will definitely organise an outing to go there again as a class(: wanna hear those laughter and beautiful cries :D Hehheh (evil moi)

Hais, FOA is drawing near, hear those mornful cries of the audience as they hear my loud cymbal coming in at all the bloddy wrong places? Goood Luuck to Mooi!

Keeping an eye on TIME...

2009-10-10T01:07:00.000-07:00

“世界上最慢，最长而又最短，最平凡而又最珍贵，最易被忽视而又最令人感到后悔的就是时间。”

人生啊，就是折磨、苦痛、干枯，活着连个意义都没有。老天无缘无故地把我扔进这个没有温情、亲情、自由感地世界，还能撑着活下去真是谢天谢地了！

I am actually blogging in chinese?!?! That is so damn weird.
Ok, i plan to finish history today... but unfortunately
i wasted my time
i wasted my time
i wasted my time
i wasted my time
i wasted my time
i wasted my time
i wasted my time

My head hurt, because i knock onto it ba...
Bet its gonna get swollen and reddishly purple(although there isn't such a colour)
Hais, let's try to concentrate...
30% concentration, 1.1% attention span, 69.9% distration...
HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO STUDY LIKE THIS?!?!

Wow...

2009-10-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

I am freaking pissed off, for no reason, i think this is causing me to have a permenant mental breakdown... Well, life still have to go on enough though there isn't a need to. Okay, i know i sound freaking emo today, but how do you expect me to explain this tragedy that i had just met? Now, now now i sound like an idiot who had just met with a terrible car accident, argh... i'm once again thinkign on the dark side. Aw... I feel pain and torture in my brain. Ok, imagine this... hmm, you know brains nerves, they are going like in this one direction when you are thnking:
------>
------>
------>
------>
But what if one day you tired the poor creatures out and they went somehow insane?? And they started moving in this direcion:
<-----
------>
------>
------>
OUCH?? Isn't it scary?? It will be like...you will start going insane, and jump nd freak around like what i do in class to pangxin?
Alright i decided to stop here for now... Looks like i am suffocating from the lack of energy already.

Something to take over all those rubbish above...
DD: I am terribly sad!

Daunting Silence

2009-08-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

Woo... I just watched Air Gear episode one, and well...
Firstly, its ookk, not very nice
Secondly, its pathetic, for no reason
Thirdly, its ridiculous, i also duno why
Fourthly, it doesn't suit my taste
Fifthly, its supppeeerrr confusing
Sixthly, its getting on my nerves, when it doesn't(does it make sense??)
Seventhly, i shall not stop here
Eighthly, i hope i had't crap so much
FINE, BUT I STILL LIKE IT IN THE NINEND.

What the, i feel confused today! Isn't today supposed to be saturday for me to even sit here in the middle of the night and starring at the computer? Am i even going for that super idiotic 3rd lang tomorrow?? wawa... i'm in an abslute dilemma mama!

Perhaps...

2009-08-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

Yeek!
I want to sleep, i'm so freaking drousy and i just want to get lost from whatever thats beneath me. Today is TIRING! And i aren't in a good mood. Its so awkward to have question marks circuling around you, and swinging from left to right....right to left and blah blah.

Why??
1. am i so dizzy...
2. must i use the computer for one whole day...
3. do i have to copete all my homeworkks by today...
4. can't i have my own enjoyment...
5. teachers have to give so many homeworks...
6. must the audition be on monday...
7. do i have to have so many "why"s?

Things not done:
-- Buy a Yangqin tuner
-- Chinese SIA presentation
-- Hiroshima passage umary(comprehension)
-- Science BRP
-- Math Class Discussion 12.1
-- Math exampe 5,6,7
-- Supplementary ex 12.1
-- Math AP1

What is the problem with blogs nowadays?? Can't even post a single picture??
I just hope that i can dissapear from the horrible place and vanish out of everyone's sight. I just hope to have my own world, and not restricted by and crap that cross my path!

I AM FURIOUS AND I FEEL LIKE KILLIG PEOPLE.
* How i wish i just could up a knife and pierce it through those people i had always hated and live a happy life without commiting any stupid offences ... DDDDDDD:<

False Flake

2009-08-14T04:01:00.000-07:00

I am conpletely stressed out and i don't know what the hell i am doing now.
And what is the f***ing problem with the bloggers nowadays? Let me desvcribe what idiotic stuffs appeared on my screen!
1.White
2.White
3.White
4.AND MORE MORE white.....
DDDDDDDDD:<
Man man man, now the only person i can talk"" to is MYSELF! So i just go around the damn house walking up and down like boogie on down...boogie on down... The only thing i can say now is to create a whatever *story for my great grandma so that she can go to sleep, well provided that the sun comes out now, in the middle of the night!
i am so gonna freak out and there is even such a crappy thing called 2nd audition for teachers' day?!?! I happily came to class, slang down my bag and the atmosphere is so like tense? Its not the correct word i know like argh!!
Me: WHY WOULDN'T ANYONE REWARD ME FOR COMING TO SCHOOL AT 6.30 EVERY MORNING?? today shall be my lucky day since it is a week anniversary for coming to school early in the morning...
*footsteps(hell)
Me: OH hello sharyn darling! Today is so nice!
Sharyn: OH...
Me: Yeah blocks are over(ok long time ago)
Sharyn: OH...(walao)
Me: you wan follow me down to eat?
Sharyn: ...speechless(r u ok?)...
Me: oh! how i wish the com lab is open then i can watch my vampire knight!!
Sharyn: Oh...
Me: ....-.-( R U SERIOUSLY OHKAY??^^)
sHARYN: ...*speechless...
Sharyn: Er hongying...
Me: Yes dear?
Sharyn: the teachers' day......
Me: Oh yes yes yes! I know! We got in right?
Sharyn: ...er...
Me: *glee(ei, whats your problem? So happy you also so sad!)
Sharyn: The 2nd audition...(unfinished)is on next monday*hide before i scream
Me: *fire fire fire fire fire...
*scream...
Joody moody mooody moooody...

If i were to tell you: My concentration flew to South Arabian.
What would you say??
If i were to tell you: My mood were sucked by a dementor!
What would you say??
If i were to tell you: My happiness were sucked in by the counsilors, happily glazing over methods to torture me and my dear brother!!
What would you say??
If i were to tell you: My left butt is gonna hurt like crazy once again with 8 hours of dancing a day...
What would you say??
OH! Like i care??-----> You dare say that?? Beware#

Founders day today. What the hell so lame and slackish and boring.
Funfair did a bloody full shift that made me puke out everything i ate at funfair O.O
No offence, the food is nice but it looks like......
And! I stood there from 9-12, and screaming at the top of my voice opening umbrellas and squeezing juices. We were selling Fruit juice soda, cookies, and er... Pizza?
Ah... the pizza is nice! We earned $252. Cool...

The haunted house was nice but too scary O.O So i didn't go and anyway, i already went bankrupt! Aw... then went back everyone left. Ah, the stupid red and white shit, i was under the umbrella with svena dahling while others were there, dancing and doing nanzhong quan. * i am just meditating to conserve energy for later O.O
WEnt back to class and danced till 4.30pm so went back home while shouting at yiyuan on the phone. She sound like as if she just had constipation.
I want to shower, but i am too lazy maybe i should give my bear bear a shower too then i shall call gwen and chat until my ma comes home. Better get on the bed first before she starts blowing the whole roof off O.O

And I AM SATISFIED WITH MY RESULTS ALTHOUGH MY CHINESE WENT DOWN BY TEN MARKS! I DON'T CARE, YOU GOT IT? BITCH!?!? ( you know who i mean)

2009-08-07T22:55:00.000-07:00

Whoo, blocks aRE over! And i can finally enjoy myself to every single bit! Oh, but EOY is even worse O.O
I thought i just broke my record of watching 16 episodes in one whole day! Wow, you know thats alot!

2009-07-17T04:34:00.000-07:00

Yeps yeps, block tests are coming! I can't be hanging out here nowadays hooking myself onto the computer and giving up on my sudies:D hehheh, so have fun ba WORLD! See ya back in 4 weeks time!
PS: I will still reply for tags de k?

2009-07-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps! Alright admitting myself, first weak of school was even worse than plain horror! My diary is loaded like oh what the f***. i HAVE SERIOUSLY NEVER HAD SOSO MUCH STUFF BEFORE! Well, i have the job of the monitress, treassure, facility manager, and it is driving me sick!
Lol, i am playing my bloody Fancy Pants which drove me maniac at first then i went crazy and oh well...
Oh yes, i don't feel like posting as for, now! I feel like dying...
Well, then it shall be no wonder that Jinglin always have this er... dead feeling when she hold my arm...
And oh yes! People of the world! I shall declare that today is Friday! Must be positive towards it k? Nth Bad, you just go to school, slack, go back home play! But must be at least hardworking coright? Like meme -.- Sleep also cant sleep! Well, i think somehow, someday Friday i shall just freak out lor. ^^
Holy mama, why is the school com lab so gravely-like today? And there are only like so damn little peepo in the lab, ok i see maybe everyone went home cause they love home soso much! haha! Anyway, today is Friday what ><>
Hehheh...
I came out with this thing with Letitia: The lalaTRA food court menu :D

LalaTRA Food Court
" Ready for The Best!"

Opening Hours:
Mon-Fri: 2pm-3pm
Weekends and Pubic Holidays... CLOSED! :D

Do enjoy your long-term makan here!

Menu:
-Cockree(cockroach and Mee)
-Poopooya
-Water melon!

LalaTRA Food Court, a perfect guarantee for a big fats Boom!

Credits to:
*the following names are private and confidential, so i am not going to mention it*

Acknowledgements:
Thanks to Mama Vicky for giving birth to us!

haha! Its so kinda Funny right? haha, LOL... -__-

2009-06-21T01:49:00.000-07:00

Blab blab blab! I love bubbles... o0O
Bubbles bubbles bubbles!
Blab blab blab... o0O
Hehheh.. Oh hello! Yeah! Finding Nemo rocks! Okie, i watched it like 5 times, and yet i have not had enough of it. ^^ Lalala, lalala bubbles bubbles bubbles! Oh yeah! Alright, all those are settled, i shall say that i seriously hate tuition! It just restricts me from oh well, getting along with my friends! Its so freaking horrible! Yiyuan's back and yet, i am unable to go out with her! And its all the result of one stupid, horrible tuition>:( I am going to blast!!

2009-06-19T01:48:00.000-07:00

The holy environment outside is definitely much cooler than where i am settled at now. I feel so dead, today's my last saturday when i came seriously er hem, enjoy? There is this sudden Naruto boom in me for me to continue watching it. =)

MOECO Camp Concert

2009-06-19T01:46:00.000-07:00

The concert was damn nice, but i UNFORTUNATELY could not c a freaking thing. My contact lenses sucks, its either wore out of place or whatever! hais, my seniors performed so well, i feel so blah blah, ohkay er... weak??
Xinyi! why did your present caused me so much trouble?
1. Nearly fell of that damn bus
2. Nearly tripped over one little boy's leg
3. Sorry xinyi! But i think i squashed the ribbon and the darling creature inside.

Ok, i din bring it for MOECO concert and oh hell loads of regret. The music was fascinating, oh well indeed. I have nth to say about it, but serious the conducter gave me a terrible influence, i meant impression. hais, i am like this... like what happened the other day? Thursday? yes... Jinglin: (kicked the chair)
Queenie: Why are you so violent?
Zhixin: (Stayed away frm Jinglin)
Me: She is very violent!!
Queenie: Heh, do you know that violent is a sign of prenancy? E
veryone: (Laugh)
Ok, how randomm but how not.
I am bored! I feel so useless! Argh! I love YQP!

2009-06-13T01:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY XINYI!
Xinyi... Hello. Happy birthday! haha...
I would like to officially declare that in a few days time, my 2nd fate with appear in front of me, like a typical day, an ant ccrawl onto your feet? Ya... Dazu again, ok, maybe i will get use to it soon?? Maybe... Cause FOA is around the corner. I will be a performer instead of sitting down there, an audience in a drunken stupor? LOL... Today, yes, oh oh my giddy god! Its 13th! I just wanted to say that i had been extra clumsy today, and i wanted to say sorry to alot of peepo for sms-ing them the wrong thing, when i realise that oh my, its 13th! Oh, like 2 days ago? Ya, the NYCO Sec 1 Orientation? Yes, didn't bring thermometer, broke my slippers and all those blah blah, one reason?? Cause i waited for the bus which took 13 minutes o.o. Maybe from now on, i should reply my tags here(:
TAGGGSSS...
elmo flood aka letitia: er, what happened to you? You had been elmo nemo flooding ever since, er, i told you i am a jellyfish named nemo and i will be(: haha, LOL... You noe whats the advantage of replying tags here? Ya, can write as long as you can... Oh, and like as if, the elmo or nemo world suddenly a flood occur. Like, er... in Sesame Street: the garbage elmo-like dark green stincky thing that we saw in Night at the Museum? Ya... He/she will poke out of the garbage bin, then have violent vibration. Haha... then, SPLASH! Haha, elmo flood, garbage elmo-like dark green stincky thing flood, sesame street flood! Haha! Then in Finding Nemo, suddenly the ocean starts flooding. o.o doesnt make sense... water against water... -.- Tsunami! haha... Tiramisu better lor. ya, 'tiramisu' occured. Nemo flood, nemo papa flood, sea creature flood(:

haha, my god i write so much! haha! yeah, replied my tagg(: And i ate too much... My stomach is stretching like oh my god. haha, suddenly, BOOM! oh oh, it burst, blar blar touch wood* Ok, bursting sounds like lan xue bing eating that mentos then pouring coke inside his mouth. haha, fountain mouth(: Blah, blah i want to play games bye bye bye bye, thank you, good night, bye........

2009-06-11T01:43:00.000-07:00

Today is my unlucky day):
I ate horrible food all along...
raw beef
expired bread
overcooked bread
nearly expired HL milk
non-lemon lemon chicken
non-salty chicken rice
bitter bubble tea
sour pizza
no dinner-.-
all because of the bus that took me 13 minutes to wait.
I didnt bring my thermometer):
I got scolded...^^
I'm filled with apologies,
But i never say.
I'm filled with sorrowness,
But i never show.
I'm filled with guilt,
But i never surrender.
I'm filled with unwillingness,
But i never cared......
I am so sorry to those i am sorry for...
:'(

2009-06-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

Tra la la...
Tra la la...
I'm soso bored...
that i'm doing hinduism now!
I am half done, i am so bored, show my maid, like as if she will understand any crap i wrote.
Why must we do research on hinduism, india, india, india...
argh! I am so bored!
I am so boredddddddddd.........
tra la la...
tra la la...
tra tra la lla llla!

2009-06-05T01:41:00.001-07:00

You know, we humans usually grow out of our restricted bounderies, and end up groping for freedom, when we arent that free. Yes, we are busy, i am busy... Doesnt everyone live to die, as in we will still die in the end! And, oh, who looks forward to death? Those peepo who need to consult a mental hospital, like... MONKEY? Ya, she talks to herself, fiddle with stranger's watch, tried to do the simplest thing ever and didnt succeed, etc... I talk loads of nonsensical stuffs nowadays, and i feel bored. I had weird dreams everyday, like a cat that flew me all the way up into the milky way without the extra need of oxygen tank, going to boarding school with pri sch friends, not wearing anything and walking along the street, and blah blah. I hate my brain, it had been dislocated since the age of 12, and ran out of function at the age of 12, resulting in the poor me. I am never familiar with myself, or maybe i am... A new pharagraph states a new beginning, a brand new beginning, the beginning of a new generation, a new honghong generation. Where the whole world travels around me, i am the king, no queen* of the milk... milky way i mean. Yet, the queen has no idea what a milky way is. A way that was splattered with milk, and everyone trips when they enter the great heavenly(heavily)-milked gate? PS: I am currently not gonna talk about my Malacca trip. I just rode on the ostrich, got a cert, left it in the hotel): I am sad. BY...

2009-06-05T01:41:00.000-07:00

first time in dazu... Scary... Ok, i didnt thought i would be in dazu in the 1st place(: but, there was a lack of peepo in perc, so they recruit me and zhixin. And you know i once used to be soso envious of those sec 1s who can go for dazu and now, i am so proud of myself, but the only bad thing is that i am gonna play the loudest instrument in the whole orchestra 0.0 I just had my piece yesterday, and i had to come for dazu today, such a fright-.- i went for dazu with tangled nerves, and was like a lost sheep there. I didnt know where to go, where to sit, when to play... just wandered around until somebody ordered me to go back to m401... Mrs ee... i am scared of her, for no reason... I found a spot to sit, hidden perfectly from the big bg crowd, even rachel couldnt find me. Or meybe she did, and she chased me out0.0 I went to sit with the crowd, saw xinyi with her specs on again, told her it isnt nice! Nvm, cass gave us sweets. I am way too nervous to eat-.- I cant stand myself, i starred at the piece for the first 10 minutes. mrs ee came in, my fate had come... why?? I have no idea. She spend the 1st 1 hr telling jokes, i laughed my head off, actually dazu isnt as bad as i thought in the end. Maybe i wasnt well prepared?? She started in the middle of the song... We didnt get the chance to play, which is 50% good and bad. Lol... I had absolutely nth better to do than to eat my sweets:D THey are sweet you see, haha. I ate a total of 27 fruit plus, 5 mentos and 6 sour plum if i am not wrong 0.0 Surprising number i know(: And haha, i thought i would not have to play at all for today... Until 5pm, we had to run through the whole song... OH no, oh my tian, oh my bloody me... argh... I made mistakes, i was lost, i was in a daze, i didnt know where to start, where to end... I feel so dead! UNder the struggling help of wendy and rachel, i managed to pull through(: But half way... The orchestra stopped, i stopped, zhixin stopped, mrs ee starred at me with a grin...小妹妹, 你叫什么名字啊? She is talking to...ME! Oh my, i could eel my cheeks blushig as the whole orchestra looked at me... I wanted to tell her, sorry, i forgot my name. But i remembered! haha... She repeated me and zhixin's name for a few times, and we continued. Weird-.- Dazu finished... i am finished... my ash fell to the ground like black snow. I am dead. blar...

2009-06-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

Hello peepo! Ok, just hanging out out there, no i meann i am at home now you see(: Ok, i dont have time to update cause i am way too hyper to do s=D and i came back from malaysia yeaterday, so i will post my tripee(sounds like three pee oops!) trip* when i am free:D PS: I got in to dazu, my darling of my life!! Yeah!

2009-05-30T01:38:00.000-07:00

today, today, today... blah, it was a today's today! Ok, i bet after 31 days of loneliness, egocentric-ness, emo-ness, unfriendly-ness...etc.etc. i will soon turn into an idiot with panda eyes and a crouched body with big big 77-layered specs. Wait, oh my tian, i look retarded that way! But not as self-proud as certain peepo...i mean no one, but i mean some on, ok that doesnt make sense after all! Oh, like certain those kinda peepo, oh, i am an angel! I have wings that will send me all the way up to heaven! I will be wearing a... What? toto? Ok, forget about it, you know those kind of ballet skirt that expose loads of your skin?? Yeah! haha, thats what i mean. Ok, tutu? sounds like dodo...haha, doodle. Ok, early this morning, i went to school, or oh well, i went to wash my face the first time in my life with a bolster stuck in between my legs. I could never wake up, and who ask that ***** too give me such an early time slot??(9.30am!) Isnt that so irrtating, how i wish i could just pounce onto her, give her a great big knock that sent her all the way to her house, ok which is just opposite the school, blarrs...LOL. Furthermore, it is even more irritating when you obediently go there at your assigned time slot, to find that the person infront of you had been talking to wanglaoshi for nearly 30 minutes, and is wasting like a great amount of time. So, my poor DAd had to patiently wait for her parents to finish their naggers. I seriously dont know what is the freaking problem with those parents...
#1 They wanted to show off to the teacher how well their darling angel is
#2 They wanted to crap alot with the poor teacher who had no willingness to even listen to them.
#3 They wanted to see how good and deary their little angel behave in sch
#4 They are too interested to look at that spagetti hair of hers, ok, that only works for guys though, and when the woman get home, oops, sth bad is gonna happen( Love is complicated indeed)
#5 They just couldn't stop their chatty mouth and keep moving it like a hippopotamus and flirt with our poor teacher
#6 They have wayy too much to complain about the school facilities like the smelly toilet, that smells of half air-refreshener and half shit! Haha, maybe its their deary angel's problem with her deary nose and will go back home, start complaining like crazy to her parents. When the parents had not personally experience the torturous smell of toilets nowadays!
and all sorts of blah blah reasons, anyway i am just freakingly fed up with them!
Fine, i officially admit that i am insane. And my fingers are tired! I need a rest, i cant possibly type with my toes, so, BYE its mogu mogu time! Ok, that is weird! STOP! FINGERS! STOP! STO..............................

2009-05-29T01:34:00.000-07:00

Aww, its the last day of school! Everything that is nice... everythng that i wanted it to continue... everything that i wanted to have, came abrupty to a sudden stop. The earth- it stoped revolving. The sun- its electricity was cut by erm, this beng-like figure? That is what i heard from this radio that i receive from the garage station near my house. The moon- it burst into fire, as the electricity came in contact with it. -.- I can't believe this.
Unfortunately, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays, i hate holidays!
In the end, i still hate holidays!
Whats soo nice about it huh? No darling friends to talk to! No favourite toilet cubical to shit in anymore! No more spagetti hair to look at! No more fats to see ppl wobbling! No more mourning(morning) circles! No more chicky rice! Argh, i hate it! ZHAO YIYUAN & XUNZHONGXIN, THE 2 OF YOU COME BACK! YIYUAN!!! me and letitia miss you soso much! CHina, ask ur mum to ask you to ask me to ask your dad to ask your china relatives to ask you to coe back can??
I have no one to crap about, but can only talk about lanxuebing to cheer Letitia up. Go to heaven! Come back you! I am never going to return you ur chinese SIA now! UNLESS YOU COME BACK! Zhongxin!!!!!
you are officially gonna give me a big hug from me as an appreciation for helping to take care of darling letitia from the days you have gone. You are soso bad. Why must you go back huh? Repy! Letitia is soso scary! She lost her usual beng beng or whatever panda smile, and during normal lessons, one moment she will be laughing her head due to whatever beng beng jokes i can come up with, and the next moment she will be mourning like crazy and pleading for you to come back. CRIZE! Gym today was so scary, i just keep tumbling onto the poor Letitia and thinking about yiyuan. I miss her soso much.
We had to do the whole dance in 3s and i did with Letitia and Amanda, haha, the music seem to be stuck in my shity brain! But i forgot! Ok that desnt make sense, oh yes it does. Slept in the audi yesterday, dream of trampoline! Saw all kinds of weird weirdo like Hupty dumpty or a black monkey. I am just glad that Malay culture is over, so, i dun have to argh, look through whatever i learnt and wasted my time througout the whole afternoon.
Okie, i know that is totally broken english! well, today's movie, i could hardly understand it, although i am not sleeping(: haha, it is amazing that they can atually combine malay, hokkien, chinese and english into one sentence! haha! Zhao Yiyuan, you better come back before i tear you into pieces! Everyone miss you like what the hell! Your chinese SIA is with me! I shall not return you unless you come back by tmrw! Fly!!!!!!!!

Oh i nearly forgot the Term 2 appreciaiton! Thanks to:
1) Zhao Yiyuan for being so good that i can never describe.
2) Letitia for cracking so much jokes in life.
3) Zhongxin, I will always love ya!
4) Denise for taking so much CIP with me tgt! haha:D
5) Lee shuhui I haven forget you! So ya, you are always that cute! haha...
6) Beilin for adding so much joy to my BS life(:
7) All YQP batch mates for making my Term 2 percussion times better than ever!
8) All YQP seniors thanks sosososo much for teaching me patiently!
9) Rachel for being so crazy and hyper, which i like.
10) Jubilee for always being so happy and joyful!
11) Hui Sze " lumanman!", but i still like " luquaiquai!"
12) Dearest Hsi chien for being soso kind and helpful:D
13) Svena! for being the crazy one and make my french class enjoyable(:
14) Chloe for replying me in 1 day, haha, you aren't a terrible angel! Smile:D
15) Sharyn who is soso "concerned" about me and my madness(:
Thank you! I am feeling so happy now, but Yiyuan! I still miss her like hell! I feel lucky, is that because of the phenmenon that i atetoo much egg ytd?? haha! Oh no i gotta, PEE!

2009-05-27T01:33:00.000-07:00

I am very lazy and i know that. Gym, was much beter than the previous days, at least some thing unrelated to er... twisting and turning that bitchy body of mine. Alot of things have been happening to me nowadays and i cant wait for the trip to Malacca coz i will be missing my math olympiad, as i reborn my hair(: I feel so kinda odd? ya, sprained neck, hate her. That bitchy idiot. And miss her, the kind soul! Zhao Yiyuan! I want you to come back! My days are so idiotic man! Why the heck must you even go in the 1st place?? Come back you! I miss you to the maximum!

2009-05-23T01:32:00.000-07:00

Ok, i am getting abit better now. Not like yesterday?? Ya, ok, but i still have patchwork to do! LA can be pretty slack though. But oh well, like as if i matter lalala. I am engaged in singing and dancing, although i hate dance lesson and Gym is gonna happen next mon! OK, i am well prepared to fracture some essential part of me like bone[s], or oh well, please i din wan to place gym as my 1st choice k?? I am just considered like er? Unlucky. Yes! Unlucky* Is that really gonna happen to me? Am i really going to be that unlucky? OH like a shit blah blah heck am i going to care about it?

2009-05-22T01:30:00.000-07:00

I know you hated me! I know you dislike me! So stop faking, shush and i am super down! I can not cheer up! I hate everyone. Today's school was suckish. Why do i have to cry in sch? If only
1) I could have done better for FPS
2) I had not lent too much money to others
3) I had gone to erhu
4) I had not stayed back!
5) I was a perfectly normal girl
6) Something can cheer me up
7) Someone could have replied my letter, whether my angel or Weishan ... ...
8) I hadn't had so much 'if only's!
I hate you, why must everyone treat me like a translucent person? I know something changed today. It was not like other Fridays! Today is an abnormal friday. Other others, it is worst of the worst. The day i suffered in Nanyang. its open house tmrw and i dont feel like going. Because of... Something or someone. Maybe it is because of you? Or today? Why did everyone became soso moody today? Why can't someone talk to me, instead of me emo-ing out there, in which i dun wan to do so? I said just stop faking will you? I know, you hated me! So do i... today, today's lesson, today's peepos, all sucked to the maximum! Including myself! Because i hate me!!!!!

2009-05-21T01:28:00.000-07:00

My god, i am feeling soso bored! (AGAIN) an d my workers in Restaurant City are all like Died! And i dun feel like blogging, cause i am just so freakingly bored!!!!!! Ok look, i hate writing compos and i will always hate it, for no reson i just find it such a shit waste of time. And neither do i like blogging, especially when i have to change blogskins! But i have no choice so i just... ya...Oh my tian, i feel soso hungry. Peier have not returned me my money that i used to buy for her chicky rice): And i po chan now saddies... I generaly asked for $$$, but i got no $$$. Oh and we will be getting back our FPS hehe, result. I am soso worried and excited to be exact. How i wish i am in dazu, and i dun wanna play YQ, i want perc, but oh well my mum just wont let me, again its saddies...^^ OH, i like changing topics, so, ya... Where was i? oh yes, FPS(Future Problem Solving) !st time, we got the highest, 2nd we got the last because of Svena's crap... Haha! Okay, think we can do alot more better this time(: At least, ya i kinda miss FPS! No, i definitely miss FPS, well who dont, especially miss working with Svena.): And BRP sucks, or maybe?? It don't after all?? I am just so... argh! HUNGRY! Food!!

2009-05-20T01:24:00.000-07:00

Ok, you may serioously just suspect that i am insane?? Or maybe kinda mad or out of the mind for changing my blog URL for like a shit long period of time...^^ Ok, i din purpposely meant to do it(: But i seriously found some inconvience in previous one...Think i shld be able to feel better with this new one...Yeah! Ok, FINALLY! i manage to complete my algebra which would have taken me AGES! And oh what the heck i am feeling soso down, and down:
1) Just finish CSM
2) Tired of Truth or Dare(but it still kinda rock!)
3) There is math tmrw and PHYSICS...
4) Tuition tonight
5) My MSG is super suckish
6) There is YQ tmrw^^ ... ...
If only, i did better for block test! Argh! Ok, today's CSM is like so damn boring, and we were like the only poor sec 1 class sitting right under that freaking sun of nature. Ohkay, and i didn't really plan to go home by the way, so went off to West Mall with Zhongxin, letitia, jinglin, tzeshe and xinge. And well, it was like so of a miracle that my mu allowed me to watch movie! So, blah blah blah, and we saw a group of HCI boys there craping bout NYGH! Well... hais haha... I am super bored now as you noe, and didn't want to contact any MAths tilll tmrw! Oh and Mos Burger rocks(:

Yeah! Finally a Friday!

2009-02-11T01:20:00.000-08:00

Haha! So damn fun today! I saw Chloe! She still have not recover from her sore throat): Her class was watching a video on a quite disguting thing, i saw part of it, but didn't dare to continue starring at it, anw, our L.A. teacher reeased us quite early today. Haha... Had a horrible day today, but i am very hyper! *After learning about hypertonic solution*, will I shrink and get crenatd as well?? Yesterday we had loads of fun. i think i didn't show quite a good attitude, Letitia got in, haha... I got in to Yang Qin^^ SOSO happy... My dream had finally come true! i can't wait for Chinese Orchestra to start! Wonder how much will a Yang Qin cost?? But, at least i dun have to carry a big fellow rite?Today was quite fun, but almost slept uring Geography! Yesterday slept at 12+, tedious...Our class got C grade for cleaniness, haiz... Seriously, i wonder, which girl who likes study likes doing housework? Actually i find getting C is quite gd already! Haha... At least we dun have to go for remedial rite?? Haha... Yeah! Friday, i love it, finally can sleep damn late n catch up on all my work! Lol... I have been getting more n more stupid nowadays): Scared i won't score well, or Ca or SIA... Angel, if u r reading this, please help me. Dun fly away!*crize*

Life is a bother...

2009-02-11T01:17:00.000-08:00

Today is a day to be called a day but its not a day or... whatever^^So happy, now at the school's computer lab. Most probably the air-con is not on *stuffy* Zhongxin said that her training yesterday was quite fun, i dun quite believe that they actually played games!! Amuzing>